Name : Juliana S.Y. Chan
Known as : North Swallow / Hoku Tsubameko. Currently renamed to NS Chan Studio
Occupation:
- Current: Architect
- Others: Freelance graphics designer and Illustrator
Societies:
- Alumni of NUS Students' Comics and Animation Society
- Artists Society of Singapore (ASOS)- Secretary
[Profile in ASOS can be view
here.]
Hobbies:
- Painting
- Drawing
[More Introduction can be viewed at my Official Website
here.]
: Achievements :
Year 2015
- Pencil Drawing “Young Memories” featured in American art magazine, “Strokes of Genius 8”. Oil Painting “Simple. Happiness” exhibited at “SG50 National Day Calligraphy and Painting Exhibition 2015”, organized by Ngee Ann Cultural Centre Ngee Ann Kongsi. Oil Painting “Sri Mariamman Temple in Chinatown, Singapore” selected for “Arising Star” FASS Artists Grand Art SG50 Exhibition, organized by the Federation of Art Societies (Singapore). Oil Paintings "Her Family" and "Still Life No.3 - Together with Joy" selected for "Blossom and Flourish" Singapore National Women's Art Exhibition 2015 (in conjunction with the celebration of SG50), organized by the Federation of Art Societies (Singapore).
Year 2014
- Pencil Drawing “Honesty of Time” featured in American art magazine, “Strokes of Genius 7”.
Year 2012
- Assistant Treasurer of Artists Society of Singapore. Works featured in art publication of Artists Society of Singapore.
Year 2010
- 2nd Prize Winner for Open Character Design Digital Category in Extravaganza - Graphite 2010 competition. Exhibition and Prize Ceremony held with Anime Festival Asia 2010 at Suntec Hall, 14 Nov.
Year 2009
- 2nd Prize Winner for Open Character Design Digital Category in Extravaganza - Graphite 2009 competition. Exhibition and Prize Ceremony held with Anime Festival Asia 09 at Suntec Hall, 21 Nov.
- Thesis project selected for City Exhibition (NUS Architecture Graduation Exhibition- "How does your garden grow?") held at Iluma Urban Entertainment Centre, 13 Jun.
Year 2008
- 2nd Prize Winner for Open Character Design Digital Category in Graphite 2008 competition. Exhibition and Prize Ceremony held with Anime Festival Asia 08 at Suntec Hall, 22 Nov.
- Exhibited individual installation for team exhibition “Site, Situation, Spectator” collaborated among Department of Architecture, University Scholar Programme and NUS Museum. Installation is exhibited in NUS Museum.
Year 2006
- Selected for Student’s Exchange Programme (SEP) to Lund, Sweden.
- Design Projects (Year 3 semester 1 and semester 2) selected for Department exhibition.
Year 2003-4
- Head of Manga Sub-Committee in NUS Students’ Comics and Animation Society.
- Pioneer as Head of 2004 “Graphite” Organising Committee to organise first TERTIARY manga drawing competition for 3 universities: NUS, NTU and SMU.
- Design Project (Year 1 semester 2) selected for Department exhibition.
Year 2001-2
- Assistant Secretary and Head of Publicity of Hwa Chong Junior College Chinese Orchestra (HCCO).
- Won gold medal in team competition (HCCO) in Singapore Youth Festival (SYF) 2001.
- Performed duet in HCCO concert at Victoria Concert Hall 2002.
- Awarded First in comic illustration for competition organised by HCJC’s Comics Club 2002.
Year 1997-2000
- Awarded Best in Art Elective Programme (AEP) subject in 1997, 1998 and 2000.
- GCE O’ Levels: 9 distinctions, includes Higher Art Distinction in AEP, 1997-2000.
- Selected by school NYGH and Ministry of Education to represent Singapore in 1999 to Atlanta, Georgia, USA for overseas summer programme in Atlanta College of Fine Arts.
- 3rd prize winner in Singapore Story – Youth Edition Art competition organised by National Youth Council in 1998.
- Merit Prize winner in Care-for-Nature Spot-Art competition at Sungei Buloh Nature Park in 1998.
Year 1996
- Awarded 2nd position for Lions International Peace Poster Contest in Southeast Asia.
: Career History :
Associate at DP Architects, 2014-Current
Architectural Executive at DP Architects, 2012-2014
Architectural Assistant at DP Architects, 2009-2012
Freelance Graphics Designer, 2008-2011
Internship at K2LD Architects, 2007-2008
- Completed interior project for renovation of apartment at Hillington Green, Singapore.
- Completed interior project for creation of wedding banquet showroom at G-Hotel, Penang.
Internship at DP Architects Pte Ltd, 2006
- Participated in A&A works for Saint Andrew’s Cathedral, Singapore.
Internship at The Design Studio of Colin K. Okashimo and Associates, 2005
- Model-making
Freelance Graphics Designer, 2004 - Current
- T-shirt design for NUS Students’ Comics and Animation Society.
- 2 Website Interface designs for NUS Students’ Comics and Animation Society, working with programmer.
- Poster Design for Graphite 2005 Competition.
- Costume designs for University Scholar Programme Rag Day 2004.
- Banner and nametag design for 3rd Great Asian Streets Symposium held in NUS, Department of Architecture.
- Logo and T-shirt design for Hall XI, FOC 2004 “Ignixion”, in Nanyang Technological University.
Multimedia Artist (contract-based), and Graphics Designer (freelance) at AsknLearn.com Pte Ltd, 2003-2004
- Participated in website competition.
- Developed illustrations and digital graphics for website layout or interface design, character design, stories illustrations, logos and icons, brochures, product covers, banners, posters, and simple computer-based animations.
- Participated in computer animated e-Learning softwares for educational uses.
: Qualifications/Education :
- Registered Architect - Qualified Person (QP) from 2012 - current.
- University Scholar's Programme, NUS, Singapore, 2009.
- Master Degree in Architecture, NUS, Singapore, 2009.
- Bachelor (Honours) Degree in Architecture, NUS, Singapore, 2003-2007.
Friday, June 30, 2006
Concussion
The last 2 nights I had been concussing after i watch my 9pm show at home. Hence explains why i wasnt online for the past two nights. Damn tired. Didnt know that my work can suck up so much of my energy.
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Finally made my hint to the irritating person. Hopefully it will get to him that I hate ppl asking me questions. From a few chats from some ppl and hearing from other ppl's conversation, I finally able to make a list of some irritating questions/ sentences which are by itself not irritating but when SAID/ASKED TOO MANY TIMES LIKE EACH AND EVERY DAY, they become very irritating:
1. Have you had your dinner?
2. What you had for your dinner? (and u had to give boring answer each and every time they ask: rice, veges, fish, soup, and this makes one/me more frustrated)
3. What type of soup?
4. I also wan~ Why never share with me. (hello, who are u to me? And how to share with u? U think can send as attachment to email issit? Get real.)
Erm i think there are more but right now cant think further.....
Now we come to the next issue. calling of names. Couples like to call each other like honey, sweetheart, baby, dear etc etc. I am never involved in bgr, so I wont say I am a victim of those but I am indirectly affected after seeing cases from some ppl....
I think next time if i am attached, I wont wan to hear those stuff on me. I dunno whether after married I would change my stand, but that is something far away in the future, so I dunno la. But for now, my stand is I dun like to hear mushy stuff. Mild ones can still try to accept but better dun hear them too often.
If i have a bf next time, I still prefer to be called by my name. ok, maybe 'juliana' sounds too distance and polite. I dun mind 'julie' though. i know this name is used by frens etc, not so specially for someone but I juz like it the way as it is... it doesnt have to be some mushy special name. I juz wanna puke if i hear those mushy stuff several times. so er xin. dun like it. Imagine ppl call me dear or baby every time every day, it juz sends me shivers down the spine. When i watch drama shows with ppl calling each other dear, I already shiver and mentally my face cramped when I hear it. or goosebumps started to appear.
You may say that I aint romantic? I think romantic can be in different way la. No need to be in words (mushy words) that are either spoken via mouth or written on msn/paper.
ok, that's abt it for now... cant blog too long from office. hehe
Monday, June 26, 2006
Superband CRAZE!!
YEA! My weekly dose of Superband never fails to inject me with zest every Monday night after tiring work in the office. I need a life manz~~ Hey, my alter ego is telling me to go out there with the bands and give my yells and whoops and screams there, and better still rocking with those beautiful electric guitars and pianos, as well as beating the drums!! omg! I tink i am going mad! What is happening to me!? Nah, I have an alter ego long time ago, juz that I kept her pretty dead until I start feeding her with the Superband shows~ hahaha. Actually occasionally I feed her with a bit of J-rock too but very very little. So I always let her wander ard in my manga world.
hmm ~ support LUCIFY!!! haha~~
I feel that i am so greedy... I always wanna learn piano, violin, flute..... dance, and do more singing and practise on it, and now i wanna add in electric guitar, guitar, drumming, etc. Gheeezzz..... so far i only played pipa and zhongruan nia.....
*sigh* For the first time in my life, I find working life is so tiring, i think because of the type of work and the particular typr of team in the particular type of company that caused it so. When i was doing graphics designing back then, i was like having fun. I guess the people there are fun-loving and young hippies. Ok, i think the mood and people affects a hell lot too. Whatever it is, life carries on k, i shant grumble. And i have learnt that life is about changes. "change this, change that. Oh, this one change already..." are such common phrases we all hear now, and ring big time in our brains. i think archi students have already accustomed to it, aint big deal to us, probably abit of *sigh* and whines but that's abt it...
hmm i think the DP bunch of gals are getting to know i am such a die heart fan of superband especially Lucify.... Lucify rocks!!!!!
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Irritated-rampant complains
Please, u aint my bf or spouse, so stop expecting me to talk to u every single moment. And stop making me reporting to u what i am doing, where i am going, what i am doing tml and so on. I hate to stick to anyone for 24 hours 7 days a week and hate to report to people what i am doing every single time, so I am sick of having to talk to you every single waking moment of my life. Give me a break would ya! I am tired of telling you "No, I am working. I have to pia this this this". Cant u see i have a different life from you and I already tried to accomodate u by listening to your troubles and problems and not letting u know i am so sian of hearing all your kiddy updates of your life every single day.
I can't be dedicating all my free time talking to you and hearing same stuff of kiddish problem over and over again. I also need time for myself and being myself alone at certain times. How much time have I left for myself already? Almost gone! So dun try to stick to me! And if u wanna end off conversations, please say once or juz a few times nicely and juz go, u dun have to drag ur bye bye's for 5 minutes and more. Damn drag. And stop throwing all ur emoticons at me for the gd nite byes every single time and day. It is ok if it is like 1 out of 4-5 times, but no ALL THE TIME! Argh!!! i have been tolerating and going to burst soon. And I am actually disgusted by all the goosebump words that u keep repeating. Get real, manz. U are NOT my bf, best fren or watever, so please get real. I am very tired of this.
haiz.... letting go of my steam.... due to some ppl
I think next time if i ever have a bf, I am the type that doesnt like ppl sticking to me or me sticking to ppl 24 hours a day, and not the type that keep asking you where and wat u doing like some sort of house guardian and spy. And I respect that both shld have some private time of their own at times, and know when to cross that and when not to.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Oppo world~~
hmm many people seems to be enjoying more or less at this time~~ jovie going back HK and of cos she's damn excited and happy abt it~ Mei had such eventful days with baking, watching dvds, and goodness, all the shopping!~~ I didnt realise MNG sales are here until today when i saw the MNG shop at marina square having 50% signs. eeek....
When the world is having so much fun and excitement, what happen to us in the company... Many of us including me began to stay late nights at the office for our work... Submissions once again rushed in and goodness, bren and dan had to stay overnight today!!! gheez..... Lucky i dun have to but I forsee great problem. By right, I shld be staying very late today (wat a sad fri night) to complete at least 50-60% of the work by tonight, however i cant bear to look at the computer screen again... and when qh and sl invited me over for some choc drinks at esplanade, i was tempted and decided to leave... hehe~
Hey I found a nice place for sixone gatherings! Which is this chocolate bar at the 1st floor of esplanade, near the entrance with the bus stop. The prices are still reasonable~ not bad!! nice~ can consider leh~ but i dunno if they serve main courses there,... more like chill out or desert place. :)
i am so tired that i wanna flop on the sofa and sleep now, yes, right this moment.... but weekends are tight-scheduled with stuff to do, meetings to attend, and i guess i have to go back office!! urgh....
Friday, June 23, 2006
Working with clients
well... I get to listen to some conversation or discussion today between some clients and my teacher. The people at the site wanna add this, do that etc. And drew some sketches to show us. I was at the side listening... and i think, maybe as a student now, I didnt put out all my effort into thinking and brainstorming. Hence what I was thinking at that time was.... "haiz, u all clients wanna suddenly add this add that, and ended up things get so clustered or piece by piece without relationships. simplicity is a beauty!" At that time i was also tinking if i were the architect/designer, i will immediately reject the ideas that the clients wanted. However wat my teacher did was to compromise with them and redesign something that can provide the function they want without destroying the structural members. Clients have to understand that and so they accepted the new design. Though I feel aesthetic-wise not very appealing but it is functional, and flexible... so it's a compromise.
I was thinking that if these clients are students now instead, i think my teacher will give them a different attitude and things may turn out this way: "what! that is so ugly! or kiddish! come on la, how can u disturb the structural members and do this. Dun do this la, so ugly. Why do u have to add so many things? Juz leave it will do!"
Well, i dun mean to offend anyone, I am juz doing up some scenerios that may not be true. Juz thinking only... hehe.
Monday, June 19, 2006
Thanks all~
Haha I am very touched by those who have been concerned abt me~~
Yes indeed, because of the tension of getting approval from mum, and preparing of stuff to convince her and family and myself, I have been in a dazzy madness to solve things and fighting battle within myself. And I hate it when things so clouded over me that I dun get the chance of catching up with people, however i am glad i did some by msning here and there recently. Not juz my dearest sixonders but also my archi peers who i like and wish to talk to if I hadnt been so busy in sch. Yup~~ ^^
Thanks for those congratulating me and wishing me gd luck~ and thanks mei for all the help and advices too~~ really very touched. and jovie~ haha thanks for being sooo excited for me too~ u all are such darlings~(oh ya, jov, grats for losing that 4kg in such short time!! omg, see! u can do it!! and better keep it up cos we are watching u!! hehe :) ) thanks bro, ahba, son, and many more, gheez i cant list all. And of cos from archi side, thanks to ailing, junlin, bren, dan etc etc for the encouragement and yes johnny and cw for all the help and yea i know i have been disturbing u all so much...
Hmm qx juz hit a reminder to me.... by saying "juz dun go there with an asian size and come back with european size". And got me pretty scared and made me start to imagine things... hey... it is very likely to happen. I will be eating bread and pasta most of the time and i dun think i will be doing exercising.... not to say jogging out there in the cold weather... so... And last time while i was in the States for only 1 month, the amount of cheese made me gain 5-7 kg, in juz 1 month!!!!! oh dear.... i think i really muz watch out.... qx, u very good, now u make me more worried... adding more worries to the pile i already had huh? haiz....~ okok will try to find gym in the sch hostel or sch. >.< And i have to stop my snacking!!! cold turkey!!! urgh, am i regretting already? =/
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Sweden
Yesterday my mum agreed to let me go for sep in Sweden. I was rather happy but she did not want me to take bank loans.... so kenna relieved abit~ but money issue is still not very confirmed then. But strangle enuff, after mum said yes for my sep, suddenly i feel lost. Lost because i cant believe i can really go to such far away place... Everytime i go overseas, it's always soo far. mum always very troubled over such things... i feel so sorry... and began to waver again.
Because i cant believe I got a green light for this, i felt like i am in a dream and kept asking myself, "Is this real? really? reall?". And because of that, all my plans or tasklists for preparation are slowed down. I was really not sure of wat i need to do. I was so sure of what and when to do wat weeks before, but now i am juz like floating in the air... haha... wat is this manz, am i too happy? am i too.... i dunno what symptom is this but I am juz lost.
I think i made cw angry again. He's the archi guy, same year as me, and going to lund too. And ever since yr1, we always quarrelled on minor things... And his way of communication or manner is something not erm... not suitable to me la. Maybe other ppl is ok with him. So maybe it is juz me. I really not used to stuff like ppl talking in caps to me as though shouting. And the way ppl speak like cant be bothered kind. I also know not everyone have the patience and being tolerant with my slowness and hesitation. And I know I cant be bothered to explain things of what i am going through to them because it will seem like making excuses for myself. So I guess... seems like this trip is going to start with bad communication. Or maybe he didnt take it to heart and i am the one who is taking things like this serious. oh watever. And I really must learn to fend for myself at several things. I better stop being a xiao mei mei type... but that doesnt mean i shld isolate myself and coop myself in my room. Will mix ard la.... wish all my hao jie mei are with me... more fun when i can sa3 jiao1 to them.... or having heart-to-heart conversations with them, and sharing troubles together... and joke together. I am going to miss all the laughter and jokes from u all!!! Sob sob.... (quoting from S.H.E. : 不想长大)
ok i better stop being such a bimbo.... Now trying to cut down my expenses so I can leave more money for europe tour!!! yay!! I wanna fulfil my europe dreams that i had many many years since dunno when. In fact, my first dream place and also 3 years ago, was and still is, London. 2nd is Japan. Anyway I wanna make a good chance to tour ard there.... Lovely... Hey peepz, i'm going to post photos and stuff on my blog and msn space etc watever. So check them out! I will confirm things again once i settled most of the stuff. So please please~ still keep in contact with me when i am over there ok!! ^^
Friday, June 16, 2006
Mess
For these 1-2 weeks, I have been struggling with myself... all becos of the sep thing. and after i overcome my own stage, i left the last stage.
And if i am able to take up this once-a-lifetime (ok too exaggerated) thing, I am prepared to sacrifice alot of things, not juz one big lump sum of money off my savings and getting heavily into debts, i also have to learn cooking, independency, etc etc. It is a time when i grow into someone who is not totally dependent on people to feed me with info. It requires own initiativeness etc. After going through all the research, I can feel the slight change in me already. I wonder what will happen if i really go there.
Anyway i am really exhausted with so many things running in my head and physcial thing and tasks to handle. I am still waiting for the final status of approval or disapproval. I am so worried for every single moment. I really hope things will turn out fine. afterall the hardwork and letdown of hopes and dreams, will fate give me a chance to fulfil that part of my hopes and dreams? or issit going to kill me again and let me to drown in darkness of fate?
i can only hope for now.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Tagged
Ahaha, first time being specifically tagged by a fren to do some fun question-answering (?), but before i go into that, wanna talk abt some other things first. Yea nan de I got some rest in the weekend. I supposed to go shopping with sis today but due to the rainy weather, none of us wanted.
Recently watching "Devil beside you" from youtube. I juz finished watching it. It's a Taiwan drama series in which Yang Cheng Ling acted inside and Mike as the cool, lead actor. haha, the story abit like F4.... First as enemy then later as lovers. blah blah... Yk said the show is like telling peopl love is complicated (i cant remember is it Yk who said this or someone else). To me, I think this love story is too fantasy la, though they went through hardships. Anyway, now I finally get to understand why some people say I look like or speak like a Taiwanese.... And I also get to know how Taiwanese gal speaks.... erm.... I wasnt used to it as first but later I can la.... So i wonder is this the way others feel about the way I speak and behave? ops.... so sorry... I hardly watch Taiwan shows, so I dunno how is it like.
Yesterday one of my colleagues, one archi fren who is also an intern as me, and I went to SAC to take some photos of the cathedral. While we were in front of the mrt setting up the camera and stands, one gay-looking guy came to approach us. I was the only gal among the three of us. We tot he was interested in the guys cos they are the pro photographers and tot he wanna approach them for some jobs in future. Later I was dragged into it becos i told him i was a freelance graphics designer. We ended up giving our numbers to him. And the most AUTROCIOUS thing happened is he actually took my hand and KISSED IT! wtf..... sorry abt the vulgarity but do you know how i feel... wth....idiot... I felt being.... molested? or harrassed? i dunno... Yea, his glib tongue and sweet words are not going to give him credits from me. I hate those sweet-talkers especially from strangers. damn it, first time ppl go and kiss my hand! bloody hell. I am fuming mad.
ok enough, back to the tag thing:
Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.
1. Mrs. Smith
2. Mrs. Chung
3. Mum
4. Ailing
5. Brenda
6. Shun Juan
7. Junlin
8. Yock
9. Mich T
10. Joven
11. Mei
12. Sel
13. Ed
14. Yk
15. Xinghao
16. Weimin
17. Lionel
18. William
19. Ahmon aka Mike("Devil Beside you")
20. Qi Yue aka Yang Cheng Ling("Devil Beside you")
1. How did you meet number 14?
In JC
2.What would you do if you had never met Number 1?
I may not be a diligent artist as what I am today
3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
omg, ALL the guys in the whole world will cry. Cos both are chio bus, wat a waste if they are les.
4. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Wow, another juicy news for Archi but too bad they each have their own lovers. Both of them are fun loving but I dun think they match.
5.describe no.3
A hardworking, workaholic mom who wanna be perfectionist yet tries too hard to carry all troubles and burden on her own shoulders. And ended up so exhausted and sad.
6.Do you think No.8 is attractive?
Oh yes, of course.
7.Tell me something about No.7.
Hmm... She is humourous person and keep teasing me and calling me "Xiao qian". I wish i can get to know more abt her. Think she's a nice person.
8.Do you know anything about no.12's family?
haha, biologically he has a mom, dad, lotsa bros.
9.What is no.8's favorite?
erm... alot of things depending on wat issue.... Maybe her favourite issue is abt getting as thin as possible.
10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
oh wow, i'm straight. But if i'm a guy, why not? She can cook, joke, independent for most stuff, fun-loving and blah blah~
11. What language does 15 speak?
English and Mandarin
12.Who is 9 going out with?
With her beloved Ming
13.How old is 16 now?
Should be same age as me but still younger than me by a few months.
14.When was the last time u talked to 13?
Cant remember.... Loooonng time ago, maybe in the march?
15 .Who's 2's favorite singer?
haha I dunno about my Pri sch art teacher personal stuff...
16.Would you date number 4?
If i am a guy or a les, maybe~ cos she's a responsible, kind, caring and fun-loving gal~
17.Would you date 7?
same answer as previous :)
18.is 15 single?
I think so~ at least from the last i know of him... but now dunno if he's got an ang moh mama for me.
19.What's 10's last name?
Lai~
20.Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 19?
OMG OMG OMG!! well, though he isnt the type that I set criteria for my future bf, but after seeing the show, I think I dun mind at all!! If he is the same caring guy who is always ard to protect me and needing me to protect him. He's a lovely devil haha~
21.What school does 3 go to?
Mom went to some private school that time cos during that era, only guys were welcomed to study...
22.Where does 6 live?
Hmm, her real home is in China, now in our sch's hostel.
23.What's your favorite thing about number 5?
She's caring and fun-loving!!! And someone who doesnt give up easily and listens to those who need help or a listening ear. :)
I tag: (aiyo i think most people are tagged by other ppl le and some I dunno if they have blog ornot....) Brenda, Sel, Ed and Yk
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
距离
日忙无息处
话句两三行
我们的距离踏上万里城,
试问我们在一起是否勉强?
宴席不聚也不离
人在心不焉是也
嘴上挂上两三行
说笑无谈心也罢
时间流淡回忆录
试问我们在一起是否勉强?
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Munch munch
Sorry peepz, for making u all worry. Yea i know it has been very eventful. One moment, I am diagnosed with pain at tailbone due to prolonged hours of bad sitting posture; one moment some fits of stomach pain led me to faint....
Anyway I am fine now~ alive and kicking hehe.. and i am the only one ard in my office bay now. The rest of the team are gone but one person left me some work to do on my table lah.... and now, i finished whatever i could and is munching on food they placed at the common table... hehe.... sounds like a rat that came out to find food when the cats away? *munch munch* there's hershey chocs and a big opened packet of Vietnam sweet potato (fries) ..... haha i am helping myself to them... eeek~ nature of a rat or a birdie?...
ok, i shld be going out of office to walk ard... alone again~
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Julie's life is in danger
This morning (Wed), i fainted. Or almost fainted. I think my life is messed up or dying out soon.
The night before I worked in office til 10pm and at that time my stomach seemed to have some weird pain... like contracting or biting. But i did eat some food for dinner though. Some bopiah. Anyway after i reached home, i ate more food in case it is gastric. I dun have gastric before ok... but juz in case. It got abit better, and later I turned in to sleep. This morning when I woke up, there's slight pain still but I juz continued doing my stuff. Later it started to get worse and making me feel like throwing up but i have nothing to throw up of cos. So I began to worry and decided to eat some thing for breakfast. By the time I hurried to the kitchen, before i could take my food, the pain got so bad that i began to clutch my body in pain. I suddenly broke out in sweat, sweating so profusely as though drenched under heavy drizzle; as though suddenly all water in my body burst out from my cells and organs. And I began to see stars and more tiny stars, like the noise effect u get when ur ancient television couldnt get any reception for ur channel. I was so dizzy that I couldnt see what is going ard me. I tried to make my way to the toilet after putting down a piece of cake which i couldnt have the energy to bite. I tot probably it is some stomache so I wanna try to see if i can stop the pain by clearing my bowels. But it didnt really work. In the end, I came out to drink some bittermint chinese medicine and went to sofa to lie down and sleep. The whole episode was blurry and shocking. About an hour later, which is 9am, I woke up and things feel better. I called up my fren to tell the teamleader tt i gonna be late.
It's so embarrassing, cos no one can ever imagine someone to faint after a late night work. They would think i am weak and sickly, and couldnt withstand much work.... urgh. Anyway i spent most of the day having queasy feeling at my stomach still and a dizzy head. No energy to walk too. Tonight, I was working late in office again, leaving office at abt 11:30pm, much later than the previous night. ailing worked as late as me too~ and we shared a taxi home and the fares can be claimed later next month. I cant imagine walking home in my conditions.
I prayed and hoped I wont have the same thing happening again for tml's morning. I still need to hand in the report!!